get out , please ;(

is it hard for you to understand me? is it too hard for you to care about me? why on earth i met someone like you? you make me love you, you make me flying with all your love words, but now, im totally blank, there's no more happiness that i can make with you. we used to be a very sweet friend. trying to make me as your girl friend. but now? what happened? where is the old you? you called me, the night before we're officially couple, you promised me, that you will take care of me, of my heart, wont be dishonest with me, but now? you never take care of my heart, all you know is, about you, youre SPM. i know, its too important but why you can message with your friend / future girl friend*i guess* but not me? im trying to explain all this stuff to you but i cant, another 2 weeks, SPM will start. dont want to kacau your heart, the day after yesterday. the second time i asked. we have to break up. im totally fed up. you never call me. you said you love me, asked for apologise for many times, apology always accepted but why wont you change your heart to a better heart? i gave your number to my friend, asking her to help me, whether ypu ignore the misscalled from her or try to call her back? yeah. you've call her, you said she was me, and im acting like i dont know anything. see, you can call her but not me. i know, my hair, dress up, face, not pretty as your ex, qina. not white as her. not soft as her. im not her so dont treat me like i can be like her! dumb ass, i really really love you, but now, love you as a boyfriend? NAAAHHH, as a friend? I DONT KNOW! im totally upset with all the things that we've been through. im sorry, goodbye. i hope, you will change, already give you another chance. hm